"The physical world, including our bodies, is a response of the observer. We create our bodies as we create the experience of our world." - Deepak Chopra


 
 
Monday, December 19, 2005
 

I've got problems left, right and centre with my computer and it's starting to piss me off.

So Im using my computer like normal not doing anything to demanding of the computer and get one of those "Microsoft Error Report" messages up. As usual I press "Don't send" because sending the message is about as helpful as a smack in the face. So anyway, I give the computer a restart... everything goes reasonably smoothly, until I log in. The icons and taskbar and everything else that typically takes only seconds to load up normally, took me about 30 seconds before I started seeing any sign of activity.

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Now I have parts of my system and program software corrupted... for no real reason. I ring support to be told that it might be something wrong with the hard drive and that it will require me to download some software of the Packard bell website and create some F-Disk to check for errors on my hard drive.

So now Im sitting here... worried, trying to work on this ill machine and waiting for my father to arrive home with some blank CD-R's/RW's so that I can actually run this check disk utility.

Life has actually been better.


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Friday, December 16, 2005
 
Currently Listening
Ocean Avenue
By Yellowcard
Miles Apart
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A friend who happens to be a girl actually brought this up during a conversation I had with her this morning. It made me think and thus my need to blog it.

This is; why girl's weir make-up... I guess you're now thinking, what? What the hell? Obviously to make them look pretty, duh. Well sure, but it's fake... all it does is mask her physical facial features. That's what is does, that's all it does (In reality). Sure we all need SOMETHING too make us look pretty, but why? It's the same as getting a nose job or face lift... why can't we just be happy for who we are? We need to 'look good' or is that just the result? We'll look hot/gorgeous if we hide behind make-up.

I've seen three totally different girls who I know who don't weir make-up and to tell you the truth I didn't even notice. They all look pretty anyway, they don't need it.

It's kind of a shame, especially as some girls put way too much on... it then becomes a joke. Her real face is only natural however beautiful/ugly she may think.

Putting make-up on has the same principles of drinking to the point of getting tipsy. We do it because... we want to do things we wouldn't normally do. This can mean a whole load of things. For some people, mainly the shy, it's the perfect solution if at a party. You'd be brining out your inner self... but even then is that really you? Or are you just hiding behind the alcohol? You're using the alcohol to be someone you're not... you're putting on make-up to be, in effect, someone you're not. Girls can look so, so different minus the make-up.

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Im tired... it is 6:13 AM now.

Everything special about me is because of him...

Thursday, December 15, 2005
 

--Christmas hollidays begin--


Holliday's? What a joke. I've got to do so much F'ing school work over this Christmas break... it sucks. I have photography which rocks but there is quite alot of work involved. Media is nothing hard since we just have to watch TV (Basically). DT... sucks and this is also the annoying part. We have to do a whole load of folder work, which no one even likes doing anyway. I doubt Ill be relaxing... more rushed off my feet. This is so annoying since I was planning to start some major multimedia projects over Christmas as a chill out and something to keep me semi-occupied.

Friday, December 9, 2005
 
Currently Listening
Laundry Service
By Shakira
Whenever, Wherever
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I found this website when reading one of my friend’s blogs. It is truly amazing. It's an online AI(Artificial intelligence) test. I am usually rather sceptical about these kinds of things but I thought id check it out anyhow. Well as I said: "It's amazing".

What you have to do:
1. Think of something, anything... a car, a water bottle, a pair of gloves, a pot of hair gel. Well, okay, try and not make it as general as that... think out side of the corner.
2. Go to 20q.net
3. Enter your country, age, sex. (It's quite routine).
4. Remember the thing you thought of.
5. Take the test, answer the questions.

I was thinking a camera... to start off with. Then, I thought that was too general so I decided to go for camera lens. I then got asked less then 20 questions about it. Things like: would you use it in every day life? Or Is it bigger then a pound of butter? Well after a mere 12 questions it asked me if it was a camcorder... well now, that's pretty amazing when you consider that's what I was originally thinking. It was close but not spot on. Close enough for me to enjoy the test, and close enough for it to be a little scary.

Thursday, December 8, 2005
 
Currently Listening 
Make Yourself [Special Tour Edition]
By Incubus
Consequence
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Intel have recently talked about a cooler, more powerful chip breakthrough. The chip which has an enhancement-mode transistor using indium antimonide (chemical symbol: InSb) to conduct electrical current, works on a "Less power, More performance" basis. This new amazing development will increase performance by a good 50 percent and reduce power consumption by roughly ten times. How awesome... is that?

When you think about us (Society) today you think: "How the hell can you come up with such an amazing piece of technology?" All these modern gizmos and breakthroughs. We want more for less, double the power for half the size. We want the best.

Aside from all this I think it's a bit of a shame how the human race as become dependant on technology in our day to day lives, and why? For the sake of convenience. That's all, think about it... we drive down the road rather than walking, we're constantly researching new ways to get things done more efficiently and faster. Im going a bit off topic here but It's true. We have two extremes. To one extreme we have all things technologically advanced and excelling into the future of a virtual world from our own home and to the other extreme you have living life the simplest way using natural resources, recycling and being as environmentally friendly as we can. If you were to combine the two I think the results would be interesting.

Technology is amazing, Ill admit that... and I wouldn't be able to live (cope) without it. Ofcouse I really could but because I've become so dependant on it then it'd be a great loss to try and live a day to day life without it. I often wonder how all the scientists develop all these smaller, faster, more efficient machines/gadgets. It's amazing. They're so small.

Intel

Saturday, December 3, 2005
 
Currently Listening
Songs of Sanctuary [SACD]
By Adiemus
Adiemus - Enigma
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Wow, whoa! Two posts in the same day!

Well anyways I want to tell you about two amazing photographers I've just discovered.

The first is Dave Nitsche... he just produces amazing photographs. He has done some modern/arty (Conceptual)photographs and they look fantastic.

Some links:
http://www.davenitsche.com/Nature/WaterslideFinalFrame.jpg
http://www.davenitsche.com/cataract19.htm
http://www.davenitsche.com/leopard.htm
http://www.davenitsche.com/birds.htm
http://www.davenitsche.com/painted%20lady.htm

This man is a legend. If only I could produce results like that.


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Right, the second photographer is Severin M. Koller. He has done brilliant modern/urban photographs.

Link

I would give a more detailed analysis/explanation on why I like their work but Im doing enough of that for my photography course anyway.

Uhhh... I have so much freakin homework to do this weekend. It sucks.

Saturday, December 3, 2005
 
Currently Listening
The Music of the Great Smoky Mountains
By Gary Remal Malkin
Appalachain Sunrise
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Rant. We 12th graders or 6th formers (Year 13's) have to do lunch duty. Lunch duty is where two of us get a responsibility, two from 12:45 to 1:15 and then another two from 1:15 two 1:35. Our task: Attempt put some order back into the feeding frenzy that greets every lunch time. This sucks. In stead of having the teachers do it we have to. A friend and I worked out that this is because the teachers CANNOT ACTUALLY BE FUCKED. Seriously... there was no other explanation to it and besides, why should we have to do it?

Assistant head Mrs Parker did so much of her complaining to our head of 6th form that we have to do this ridiculous duty two times a week now.

What the duty consists of: Standing at the top of the canteen making sure only one table goes up at a time there by avoiding the possibility of every freaking student in the lunch hall queuing up and clogging the corridors outside. Most of us actually have some authority so it's easy work telling people to "Go sit back down". For the most part everything runs fairly smoothly, depending on what day you're on, there are some squirts that try and sneak up thinking we don’t notice, but we get much joy in giving them the choice of going and sitting back down or leaving.

Never the less... my point still stands: This is unadulterated bullshit and we shouldn't have to give up one hour of our lunches every week because the teachers can't be bothered to do it.

Well anyway, It's late and I'm going to bed.